Growing Into a Calling–Part 2

Yesterday’s post started my She Speaks story which is continued today…

I was overwhelmingly excited about going to She Speaks, but as the days went by, I began struggling more and more. I was going by myself, so I was nervous about rooming with a stranger. More than that, though, I began listening and agreeing with a whisper in my head. “What in the world makes you think you’re good enough?” the voice whispered. “You are going to get there and realize that everyone there is better than you and that you don’t belong at all,” it hissed.

I wish that I could tell you that I rebuked that voice in the name of Jesus and ran to put on my spiritual armour, but I’m afraid that wouldn’t be the truth. I didn’t realize that I was in the battle of my life, so I started sinking. By the time I got to She Speaks, I was literally sick and tired. I had hardly slept the week before, and I was physically sick from stress and worry.

It only took about five minutes at the conference to realize the terrible mistake I had made. This wasn’t a place about letting someone else confirm my calling or competing with others. The P31 staff was warm and welcoming. From the moment I walked into the hotel, it was if I had been wrapped in a warm blanket. I felt loved and nutured and valued. During the course of the conference, I sat in awe of how each facilitator and speaker poured out all her experience, knowledge and wisdom. They weren’t holding anything back. They were giving it all to me for Kingdom work and God’s glory!

At that conference, God spoke two critical things to me. He showed me how I had been undervaluing the calling He had placed in my heart. Like an echo of Eore, my heart moaned, “It will probably be the last one” after each speaking event. He was calling me to the glorious vision of building a Kingdom, but I had laboring as if I was a slave carrying bricks. He also spoke to me to lay down fear. I saw my fear for the first time as a wrong focus on myself. My fear was grounded in knowing what I could do instead of focusing on what He could do.

These truths were the beginning of a journey that continues until today. I’ll share my “After She Speaks” story on Friday. Right now I need to ask you… Has God placed a dream and a calling in your heart? Me too. Are you fighting fear and your own insecurities? Me too. Have you been shrinking back wondering if you’ll ever be good enough? Me too.

I’m inviting you today to take a step in faith. Focus on God and His incredible greatness, power and redemption. He has called each one of us to ministry, and He is ABLE to do all that He has planned through us. Take the leap. Believe in faith. Reach out. HE IS ABLE.

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  1. Nina says

    I just heard about the She Speaks conference for the first time this year. Because I can’t afford to go on my own, I wanted to enter the other scholarship giveaways, but the timing just didn’t work out for me, and I don’t yet have a blog. But I’m working on that. I think part of my problem is perfectionism; I feel like I’ve got to figure everything out first (my “theme,” some interesting topics, etc.) before I start. I know I just need to do it. Plus, I sometimes think I can’t possibly be as good as some of the others who are entering these contests. But I know that is just satan trying to fill my head with lies and my heart with doubt. I’d love to attend some of the writing tracts at the conference to help me move forward in an area that I feel God is calling me to. I can’t wait to use the gifts and talents He has given me and see where He takes me.

  2. Wifeof1Momof4 says


    You wrote this post about yourself, but you could have just as easily been writing about me. Isn’t God amazing?
    I’m stepping out on faith by leaving a comment, but I want to do what God tells me to do. I have wanted to attend SheSpeaks for several years now, but have talked myself out of the opportunity every single year. This year, God provided a major healing of a brain tumor for my son (7yr journey) and I told the Lord when this whole ordeal started that I would shout from the rooftops at everything He allowed and did. I have done that within our “comfort zone” circle, but after he completely HEALED my son 2 months ago, I have felt the Holy Spirit telling me I should share Jordan’s journey with woman across the country. He did NOT heal Jordan just for me and my family, but also for others. He provided a modern miracle for my son and demonstrated that He is still in the healing business, but most of all that we should trust Him with our lives, our decisions, our thoughts, our husband and our families. Throughout this ordeal, I have learned to TRUST HIM, just as he says in Proverbs 3:5,6 – – Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thine own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and will direct your paths.

    Thank you ..
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  3. Lynn says

    Your reference to Eeyore reminded me of another reason why I want to develop my speaking skills. I saw a quote from Pooh the other day about forever being too good to be true. There are so many who have given up on dreams and worse yet think Heaven & God’s greatest gift are not real. I want to be a bigger part of the great commission.

    Lynn Seng
    [email protected]

  4. Anonymous says

    I can’t believe what I am reading!
    I ask the Lord why it was so hard for me to speak to large groups and yet I love people and talk to anyone that wants to communicate. In my quiet time yesterday, the Lord reminded me in third grade at a private school. I lived in the corner in the lunch room for talking. All the other children came by me as they entered the cafeteria. That is where He showed me I began to close my heart. Do you remember the slogan, Children are to be seen and not heard. Well, for a sanquine like me that was rough. I learned to follow the rules but now I have received His healing and know as you said it isn’t humillity… we all need to be reachable in our sphere of influence, but if He tells me to do more I sure want to be obedient.
    So, I am soo weak naturally in all the skills needed to be a writer or a speaker, so I need this scholarship. By divine connections I found you two days ago, so I am free falling. May His will be done in our lives.
    Resting In His Peace
    Bless you for all you do!
    Can’t wait to meet you guys one day.

  5. Anonymous says

    I have an ache to bring hope (real hope) to hurting hearts. Trully, I have a lot to learn and am not wise but along the way I have begun to learn how good and faithful God is,and how dearly He loves us. I ache to share that in any way possible. I also have had a love for public speaking since I was young. The dream of sharing God’s faithfulness and love has been on my heart for a long time. I just haven’t known what to do with it, other than sharing with people in my life. I’ve never been to the conference and probably won’t be able to attend without a scholarship. It would be a treat to be considered for this scholarship. Thanks for your time.
    [email protected]

  6. Anonymous says

    As a breast cancer survivor at the age of 35 with 2 small children, I felt God calling me. I have been invited to speak at large events about my experience. Never having an opportunity to attend a conference like She Speaks, I told the Lord that the Holy Spirit will have to speak through me or provide me with the gumption.
    Thank you for this opportunity.
    Shelley Rindfuss
    [email protected]

  7. Susan Ely says

    When I first became aware of Proverbs 31 ministries and the She Speaks conference a few months ago, I figured that given our financial situation, attending was a long shot. At this point, it would take a miracle, but that’s alright – the fact that I’ve been speaking for the past four years is a miracle, too! When I give my testimony for Christian Women’s groups, I title it “Leaving the Safety and Security of Your Shell.” It seems appropriate to stick my head out and see if God might open the door for me to attend. This would be my first opportunity to meet, network and learn from other speakers and I know that becoming part of this community would move me forward into His purposes!

  8. He Lifts Me Up says

    I believe that God is my Father and that He has always been with me, protecting me and guiding me through the deepest, darkest and most despairing circumstances in my life. Sadly to say, it has been during these most vulnerable times in my life that I fell away from God. But being God, He was always there and found a way to bring me back into His grace. I do not know where God is leading me or what His plan is for my life, however, I do believe that God has been actively encouraging me to dig deeper into His Word for His purpose in my life. I do not know if I have the abilities, knowledge, skills, characteristics or work experiences to be selected for the “She Speaks Scholarship.” But I do know that God is my Father and that I love Him with all of my heart. Perhaps some of my life stories, actions and outcomes, might help someone else to find their way back to God. It would be the greatest honor of my life to be selected to attend the “She Speaks” conference and training and allowed to study and grow among such a dynamic group of Godly women.
    God bless each of us.
    Take care,
    Marilyn Fielding
    [email protected]

    “All of us like sheep have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way” (Isaiah 53:6 NAS)

    “What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off? And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off.” (Matthew 18:12-13 NIV)

  9. Marti Pieper says

    Words matter because people matter more. God called me to the ministry of writing long ago. But as I’ve grown in Him, He’s helped me to view my words as a vehicle to connect people with the One who loves them more than they can imagine. And I believe He intends to use both my written and my spoken words to accomplish His purposes.

    As He’s grown my writing, He’s expanded my speaking opportunities. That’s why I began to pray about attending She Speaks. My husband, like many others, has faced the heartbreak of job loss this year. As important as the conference is, family obligations come first. A scholarship would allow me to attend.

    I know the One who calls me to speak and to write is faithful. I’ll trust Him to meet the needs of all who enter. Thanks for offering She Speaks along with the scholarship opportunities. And because both words and people matter, I’m grateful.

  10. Amanda Johns says

    I have been running from and ignoring God’s plan for my life – my whole life! I’m tired of doing it my way and have finally surrendered to His way. What a great feeling! Although the very thought of winning this scholarship leaves me petrified, I can no longer ignore the small voice in my ear telling me that I’m perfect in His eyes and that He can use me. Despite the fact I keep telling myself that I’m not intelligent enough, I’m unequipped and so much more. He still keeps whispering to me that I have a story to tell (by speaking) and to leave the rest to Him. I’m totally a beginner and scared to death, but take comfort in the fact that He is leading me in this leap of faith by attempting too win a She Speaks Scholarship.
    Amanda Johns
    [email protected]

  11. Anonymous says

    She Speaks

    Wow, it is amazing to see how God is working in and through the hearts of so many women He is calling to speak.

    God saved my life from the hands of a very violent and abusive marriage. I was saved and called into His leadership army within the same year. He spoke to my heart saying “all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to His purpose” Romans 8:28. Even though I knew this truth, I still felt as though I was in the “March of The Unqualified and the Unworthy”. Over the years He has reminded me that Moses and countless others formed His leadership army then and the call is no different now. For as He calls thus He equips…God spoke to my heart and said you are unconditionally loved, emotionally healed, and made whole. Remember my daughter there is not an affliction beyond My conviction. Your responsibility is to be 4 real to be healed.

    I began serving with a local domestic violence shelter teaching cooking classes and sharing my testimony. I served within this organization for eight years. God expanded my territory and I served on a local governance board that supports domestic violence initiatives. At my former home church I served in the health care ministry where I was asked to speak/share my testimony at several events. God expanded my territory again and I worked and shared my testimony to survivors of violence in Celebrate Recovery.

    In 2008 God called me to write devotion about my life experiences on this journey with Him. He spoke to my heart sweetly, that the devotions would become topics/platforms for my speaking ministry. In 2009, God created two open-door opportunities for me to speak. One was at a local college where five women who are walking with Christ shared their personal testimonies of surviving violence and God’s calling on their lives. The other opportunity came from a dear friend who was led a women’s ministry at her church. With God’s leading she purchased my ticket and paid me a nominal fee. I spoke at her women’s conference and the topic was Unconditionally Loved, Emotionally Healed, and Made Whole.

    It has been a year since I last spoke. I have continued to write and develop the speaking platforms for which God is directing me. I am follower of your ministry and have prayed for three years to attend your conference. Finances have prevented me. I realize that God will complete His plan in His timing. This opportunity for Proverbs 31 She Speaks conference is God’s open-door opportunity to expand my territory once again. To allow me to be in the company of women that are called to speak, write, and teach His word and increase His Kingdom for His glory.

    Joan Taylor
    [email protected]

  12. Kimberly says

    My passion is Speaking. Imparting wisdom, knowledge and power to those in the audience as the Holy Spirit directs my path. Speaking to women; encouraging them; letting them know that there is someone out there that gets what they are going through, that cares and is there for them is the call on my life. I am a survivor of this world we live in. I have survived sexual abuse, domestic violence, self-loathing, hatred and the desire to end it all until I found God. Truly found Him. Let him in my life and embraced the love that He so freely gives me. I am at a point in my life where I yearn with all my heart to take all that I have learned and impart it into others. I want to laugh with them; cry with them; and grow with them as they embark on a deeper, closer relationship with Him. Being able to attend She Speaks! will get me one step closer to the dream.

    [email protected]

  13. Anonymous says

    A little over a year ago, I attended a writing intensive led by Cec Murphey. In a short amount of time, I realized I was being instructed by a very gifted writer (and speaker), one who cared passionately for those desiring to impart God’s words to others. I pray that the one chosen to receive this generous scholarship will glorify God, bless other women incredibly, and put a smile on Cec Murphey’s face! I would be delighted to attend the She Speaks conference to learn how to do just that!
    Julie Lavender
    [email protected]

  14. Julie Lavender says

    Just this week, I spoke to my women’s Rejoice Bible Study on creating faith moments with our children. Though I’ve shared this message three times in the last three years with different groups at my church, I’m never quite “comfortable” speaking to my peers. My hands sweat, my heart races, and my voice cracks! But, God still blesses, and many moms thank me afterwards for some fresh ideas to carry out in their own homes. I would love to attend the She Speaks conference to better equip me to share the messages God gives me. I give Him all the credit for any creativity that I possess, and therefore would love to share His ideas with others through possible speaking opportunities.
    Julie Lavender
    [email protected]

  15. Kimberly says

    My passion is Speaking. Imparting wisdom, knowledge and power to those in the audience as the Holy Spirit directs my path. Speaking to women; encouraging them; letting them know that there is someone out there that gets what they are going through, that cares and is there for them is the call on my life. I am a survivor of this world we live in. I have survived sexual abuse, domestic violence, self-loathing, hatred and the desire to end it all until I found God. Truly found Him. Let him in my life and embraced the love that He so freely gives me. I am at a point in my life where I yearn with all my heart to take all that I have learned and impart it into others. I want to laugh with them; cry with them; and grow with them as they embark on a deeper, closer relationship with Him. Being able to attend She Speaks! will get me one step closer to the dream.

    [email protected]

  16. Julie Lavender says

    With great excitement, I read about the She Speaks conference scholarship opportunity. I hadn’t quite made up my mind to blog my entry – quite possibly because I tremble at the thought of speaking to adults – , but was praying about the chance to do so. When the time came for my children and I to begin our homeschooling day, I opened our kids’ Bible to the lesson for today, and realized I would be reading to them from Proverbs 31. I chuckled to myself, then made plans to enter the scholarship give-away. Thanks for your ministry.
    Julie Lavender
    [email protected]

  17. Jerralea says

    Thanks for sharing your story, Amy. I feel called to speak and to write but often wonder if it’s just me calling myself, and feel so inadequate. I would love to come and be encouraged at She Speaks!

  18. Anita says

    To be able to attend the She Speaks conference means that perhaps my husband would stop giving me books for special occasions, including Christmas and birthday, which are only one day apart, telling me how to become a better speaker, or a communicator whose message sticks, and how to make it through the dip! Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband and love that he wants to see me succeed in this calling God has given me. He is truly my greatest cheerleader, coach, and resource! However, I am a woman and love to be around other women, so for me it would be a whole lot more fun to come and hang out with women who have the same passion and calling and learn together…rather than try to get through the first chapter of the last three books he’s bought me!

    Seriously, God has called me to speak and in this season He is asking more of me in this calling. More discipline, more time, more learning! She Speaks would be a great way for me to develop even more as a speaker and to learn all those “things” from those who are much more ahead of me. Obviously, the scholarship is needed, otherwise my sweet husband would’ve sent me rather than buying the books:) Thanks for the opportunity to come and learn!

    Anita McGinnis

  19. Anonymous says

    I am up when I should be resting. So many heavy things on my mind and my heart which I do not know how to quiet. I don’t know how to hear God’s guidance, voice or love. I crave the opportunities to experience the how.
    [email protected]

  20. Mary says

    I think it is the coolest thing that God in His wisdom chooses to speak through His creations. As women we have a special place in God’s heart and a unique opportunity to reach the hearts of others. I’d love to learn to speak the gospel message more powerfully at the SheSpeaks conference this year.

    God Bless!!!
    Mary Canfield
    [email protected]

  21. Anonymous says

    I am a teenager and have a passion for sharing God with others, especially those of my generation. I want to make a difference and feel God is calling me to speak and write about all He has taught me and how He has changed my life. Through my mom’s cancer journey, I have gotten to know Him better and have learned to trust Him more. As believers we should have the skills to be the best in presenting our message to others. It would mean so much to me to learn how to better communicate. I don’t believe God wants me to wait until I’m an adult to minister to others. I am praying for His provision for me to attend this conference if it is what He wants for me this year. Thank you for the opportunity to apply:-)

    [email protected]

  22. Jenna says

    Many Thanks to everyone who is making a scholarship even possible! Learning that God has called me to speak has been a gradual process. I was not raised in the faith. Rather I’ve been in some of the darkest places. Places only a loving Father like our Lord would dare go and find me. He has time and again made a way where there was not one.

    The first time I spoke publically was to a very small group and the feed back was great, however, I found myself so ill-equipped. I long to be instructed. I just need some Titus women to show me the way.

    The thought of being around women that can help me direct the gifting God has given me is so very exciting. Further more the thought of being equipped to rattle the gates of hell and see others set free by the power of the testimony He has made me free by,….well that just lites my fire. If that don’t well, my wood may just be wet! =]

    Thank you so much a for a chance!
    Serving Him
    Jenna Berthoud

  23. Anonymous says

    It is amazing how God works in each of our lives! I was reading Lysa’s blog and noticed the She Speaks scholarship offer. I was not familiar with the conference, but as I read the through the site I found myself excited and filled with anticipation. Our God has awesome plans for each of us and my journey has been amazing!
    I felt called to ministry when I was 14; I am now 41. The journey has led me to seminary, a Masters in Christian counseling, and now I am in a season of motherhood to two beautiful children under the age of five.
    Over the last year, I have on several occasions felt the Lord directing my steps toward a speaking ministry. Recently, I was approached by our local Baptist Association about doing a mini-conference on mentoring to our area churches. I am also the lay director of Women’s Ministry at my church. I love pouring out into the woman of my church and long to use the gifts God has given me to lead others to healing and wholeness in Christ.
    I am not certain how this ministry will look at this point, just waiting on God to make the path straight and clear. I am excited about the possible opportunity to attend this conference and sharpen my speaking skills and connect with others who have the same calling. Hoping to see everyone at She Speaks, but trusting my Jesus for the right timing.
    Cherie Orange
    [email protected]

  24. Shannon Lee says

    As a young, teenage girl I stumbled across God’s timeless wisdom for women as wives and mothers found in Proverbs 31:10-31. That “awakening” became the desire of my heart from my youth onward…although I would bump and tumble to a fantastic fall to my face before the Lord before I would realize it.

    The summer of 1998 I found myself pregnant, but unwed. Pride shattered and prostrate before the Lord, my Redeemer cleansed me, forgave me, clothed me, and began restoring me (Psalm 51). He granted me a willing spirit to sustain me and garbed me in everlasting joy (Psalm 30).

    God’s blessings for obedience began to overflow. A month and 18 days later I married my best friend, soul mate, and the daddy of my first son, “Gift from God.” The Lord reassured me that he could STILL use me and I prayed as King David did, “Lord, let me teach transgressors your ways.” He initially confirmed His word with an instant ministry to a young mom with a story just like mine.

    In 2003 the Lord placed the call on my heart to write for Him. He has confirmed His call in more ways and encounters than I can count or name. He has shown me who I am and who I am not. Not one step or season I have lived in has returned void. Rather, God has grown and groomed me for greater things He has set for me ever since He called me. Like Abraham who believed God’s promise, the Lord has asked me, “Do I believe Him that the Almighty WILL accomplish this?”

    I remember my Lord, the Promise-keeper. Not ONE of His good promises has ever failed. He knows what I need before I ask. Before a word is even on my tongue, He is there. He KNOWS me completely. Hearkening back, I can trace His hand in my life, connecting the dots He has set for me. My Lord has never left me. His presence, promises, and protection are mine. He is FAITHFUL.

    I answer, “Yes, Lord. I BELIEVE you.” I ask and pray. I wait. I study His word. I connect with the Lord as His Holy Spirit guides, convicts, and teaches me. He shows me my “next step”. I cling to the word He spoke to my heart, “The one who calls you IS FAITHFUL, and HE WILL DO IT.” 1 Thessalonians 5:24

    Just today I asked the Lord to clarify my “next step” for ministry. As if the “green light” from my amazing husband and dual support of my Little Mama and mother-in-love (“My Naomi”), discovering this scholarship opportunity tonight was nothing short of God’s impeccable timing. A gift trip to my first She Speaks conference would be yet another confirmation from my Lord that I am keeping in step with His Spirit. While I make plans in my heart, the Lord directs my steps. Praise Him!

    Shannon Lee Cochran
    [email protected]

  25. Kathryn says

    It is so refreshing to see God using all of His women to work together and spread His truth!
    God is leading me on an incredible journey. It is this journey, seeking out a writing/speaking conference that I found this scholarship give-away! Is it a “God coincidence” that it was the first place I looked? God only knows! 🙂 If I do win, this will be a God given answer to prayers and leading me into my dreams!

    Kathryn Prus
    [email protected]

  26. kim says

    This just isn’t a step in my faith walk this is a gigantic jump!!

    Without an opportunity at a scholorship to attend the She Speaks conference, I wouldn’t be able to attend. Our financial resources are currently being used to pay medical bills from my recent cancer treatment.

    I was beginning to feel a call from the Lord before I began my cancer journey and actually the day I was diagnosed, I had said a prayer that morning…Lord, I am yours, use me in whatever way is needed! (be careful what you pray!)…anyways 15 months later the tug on my heart to share God’s love is growing stronger!

    Psalm 31:14
    But I am trusting you, O Lord,saying, “You are my God!”

    Thank you for the opportunity!!

  27. Rhonda says

    I felt useless for the kingdom, so I began to pray daily that God would show me where, when, and how He wanted to use me. He asked me to speak at an all day retreat for young women. I was scared silly, but three days in the belly of a whale wasn’t very appealing either so I said yes. Then he sent me to give a talk on live television. I read the whole book of Jonah . . . and said yes again. When I received my third invitation to speak, I went to the She Speaks website. The conference sounds like a perfect fit, but our check book said no. I’m laying it in God’s hands. If He wants to use Cec to get me there, then God is good. If He sends someone else, then . . . God is still good.

  28. Pronaos says

    Thank you Lord for this opportunity to think and pray over the words I use. Thank you Lord for leading me to follow you, to seek you and trust you. Amen.

    Please consider me for the She Speaks conference scholarship.

  29. Anonymous says

    My heart is begging, “Please, God! Please, God!!” But I trust Him totally with the outcome. I will continue waiting on Him, delighting in Him, and trusting Him to fulfill the dream that He planted in my heart over 20 years ago. My longing is to influence women toward Jesus through speaking and writing. Thank you for this opportunity! God has great plans for each of us!
    Heather Senter
    [email protected]
    Warner Robins, Ga

  30. Anonymous says

    A very close friend first introduced me to Proverbs 31 Ministry. I was going through a vital trial in my life. She read one of the daily devotionals and emailed it to me. She felt that I needed the encouragement that day. It was encouraging. Soon after that, I received another emailed devotional from my friend. Again, she felt I needed encouragement and again, I was. I decided to sign up for the daily devotionals and get them emailed directly to me. I am so glad I did. On many occasions I have been inspired, motivated, encouraged, and equipped with God’s Word. It has been refreshing to read about real life stories from other Christian women.

    Over the past few years, probably close to about eight or nine years now, I have been slowly pursuing what I believe God is calling me to do for Him: write and speak. I want to encourage others (especially women) to trust Jesus, live for Him, and believe in the power of Him. No matter what, He is good.

    It has been a journey I have needed encouragement and focus to succeed. God has provided this every step of the way. I completed my bachelor’s degree in communication studies in 2009 and just got accepted into a graduate school program for a master’s of art in communication. I know this traditional educational is a necessary part of my journey.

    When I saw last week the “She Speaks” conference information, I was again encouraged. This is so awesome that this type of conference is being put together. In the years I have known about Proverbs 31 Ministry, I never seen this before. It just lifted my spirit to know there are people out there helping train others to pursue and live out their dreams, their calling of writing and speaking. I am one of those.

    I have never attended a “She Speaks” conference, but it would be amazing to be trained and mentored by others who have been traveling this path already. As I entered the writing contest, I knew it was a long shot, but I also knew it was time to take that risk and put my writing out there for others to read besides professors. I did not win, but I am so thankful I submitted my article. I will continue to work on that article. It is worth the effort. It is worth telling others about.

    Now, I have another opportunity to win a chance of attending the “She Speaks” conference. This is very exciting. No matter whether I get to the conference this year or not, I will continue to pray for the Proverbs 31 Ministry team, the training, and the conference so that God’s will be done for whoever does attend. Plus, I will keep writing and pursuing His calling on my life.

    Thank you for putting in all the time and effort to help others become what God has called them to do for Him.

    In Christ’s love,
    Michelle Barringer
    [email protected]

  31. Kristi Stephens says

    Thank you so much for this additional giveaway!

    I have felt so strongly that I need to be at She Speaks this year – the only reason I haven’t registered yet is money!

    I am passionate both about speaking and writing – I’ve been teaching Bible studies in my local church for several years now, creating them from my Bible training at Cedarville University and from my own study of the Scriptures. It has been EXCITING to see how God has been transforming lives through women getting into the Word on a deeper level!

    After teaching for a while, God opened opportunities for me to speak at several womens’ retreats through our church. About the same time, I began blogging and have been stunned to see how God has grown and used this little “ministry” from my living room.

    At this point in my life, God is opening doors for me to continue teaching, writing, and speaking – and I would love to glean from the wisdom and training at the Proverbs 31 conference!

    Thank you again for the opportunity!

  32. Anonymous says

    I am new to Proverbs 31 Ministries and even newer to the She Speaks Conference. Since discovering P31 I have continued to come back day after day and I was ecstatic when I learned about She Speaks!

    I am a young woman who is whole-heartedly seeking God’s will for my time on this earth. I work as a dietitian and absolutely love encouraging and inspiring people to make wise choices that will allow them to lead more fulfulling, productive lives. Since coming into my field I have been praying that God would reveal how he wants to use my training to glorify His name. God has slowly but strongly laid on my heart that he desires for me to use my passions to speak to fellow believers and inspire them to approach their relationship with food and their bodies much differently than what our culture promotes.

    Receiving this scholarship would mean so much in helping fulfill this calling because it would give me the training to take what God has taught me and package it into compassionate, God-centered messages that inspire His people!

    Erica Hanson
    [email protected]

  33. Mari says

    I’m just a small town Pastor’s wife who loves to share with humor and transparency things learned through life in the trenches, the fish bowl, and the home…oh wait, a pastor’s home is the trenches and the fish bowl. My bad. : ) I sing, I write, I speak…all on a small scale thus far but I am eager to leap out of the nest and fly. A chance to attend a conference of the awesome caliber of She Speaks would bless me beyond my imagination…and I have a pretty big imagination.

  34. Mari says

    I’m just a small town Pastor’s wife who loves to share with humor and transparency things learned through life in the trenches, the fish bowl, and the home…oh wait, a pastor’s home is the trenches and the fish bowl. My bad. : ) I sing, I write, I speak…all on a small scale thus far but I am eager to leap out of the nest and fly. A chance to attend a conference of the awesome caliber of She Speaks would bless me beyond my imagination…and I have a pretty big imagination.

  35. Anonymous says

    Being awarded a scholarship to the She Speaks Conference would be an answer to prayer because after putting my strong desire to go on hold for the last two years, I just recently began talking to God and a few close friends about my desire to teach the Word to women and the need for further instruction and experience. My recent “step of faith” is beginning to prepare messages on the passion of my heart…the doctrines of His sovereignty and goodness. Thanks for the opportunity. Kathy @ [email protected]

  36. Amy says

    Oh my goodness y’all. I really need to win a scholarship to She Speaks…I really need to be there and desperately need the scholarship. I am a pastors wife, womens ministry leader, bible study leader, etc…the list goes on and on…mom of three teens and a high school teacher. I have required training this summer for school one in Orlando and One in Louisville…so expenses for another week are impossible. I’m soooo praying I win…I need to be there.

  37. Nan Jones says


    I teared up as I read through your testimony. Thank you for sharing.

    In 1992, the Lord called me to minister to Christian women who were struggling with their faith – women who were not established in the Word. He spoke quietly to me about sharing the hope that I have in Him. I have used the past 18 years preparing for His timing. Now is the time. I have launched Jubilant Light Ministries – – and have begun a daily devotional blog, Morning Glory, that teaches little nuggets of gold from God’s Word. I believe that everything we do should be done with excellence as unto Him. I have so much to learn. I desperately want to attend the She Speaks conference, but cannot do so without the scholarship. Thank you so much for this opportunity.

    Now on to the next blog…

    Bless you!
    Nan Jones

  38. Marie says

    No one was less equipped than I….. Along with four others, I was selected by my peers and Pastor for reasons I could not fathom to be a leader in our single’s ministry. Not long into our new ministry I was asked by one of the other ministry leaders to co-lead a women’s small group with her. Much to my surprise, after the first meeting, the other leader bailed and left me floundering around trying to figure out how in the world I was going to lead this group of women all by myself. Please understand, I had absolutely no leadership experience or training. I had not even ever been involved with a small group before! What on earth was God thinking???? That was 12 years ago. I am a shinning example of the phrase I’ve grown to love and live by. “God does not call the equipped, He equips the called.” I have been a small group leader and coach of other leaders for all of these years and owe it all to God’s vision for who He wants me to be and how He wants me to serve those he places in my path. Speaking to others and writing about God’s grace and mercy is something He has placed in my heart for a very long time.
    The opportunity to attend She Speaks would be a huge gift. As I wrote in another post, I feel somewhat selfish for even trying to win a scholarship. There are so many deserving women to choose from. I pray God’s will for each of us as He has placed a desire to lead and bless others with the talent we all wish to improve upon.

    Thank you so much!!

    Toni Ryan
    [email protected]

  39. Kelli says

    Wow, thanks so much. This really encouraged me to press on in spite of the impending fear as the conference gets closer. I know that the Lord wants me to be there, scholarship or no scholarship. Hope to meet you there!

  40. Anonymous says

    Over the past few months the Lord has put on my heart to speak to teen girls my age. (i am 13) When i had heard of She Speaks i had been praying that God would make his way clear and show me the next step. as soon as i said that my mom walked in and said “i sent you a link go read it” it was the link to She speaks. as soon as a read the information i wanted to attend. I have started writing but i dont feel like writing can show the emotion you want, since its just words on paper. there is no way i can attend with out gods intervention i would have to get two tickets one for me one for an adult to attend with me. that would be almost $900. thank you for this oppertunity! Audrey Beers [email protected]

  41. Anonymous says

    Hello, I love all the Proverbs 31 devotions! They always inspire me and I have forwarded them on to others. I enjoy writing. I have always done this for many years. But over the last few years I have had the privilege of leading a small ladies group in my church called Leading Ladies. This year God gave me the opportunity to hold my own ladies retreat with another local church of about 13 women. I was so nervous but I know now it was in His plan. I realized that weekend God is opening the door for me. I say this because I know I am called to speak. I had the fear for many years I could not do it because I had no education other than being a high school graduate and I am not a Pastor’s wife. I am over that fear Praise the Lord! I desire to receive from leaders the structure and the wisdom in speaking at church events. I have been serving under a ministry in and out of my church that speaks to women. This would mean so much to me to win the scholarship to the She Speaks Conference. I believe this will teach me and draw me closer to the will of God for my life. I cannot afford to pay for the conference. I am in the process of having fundraisers now for my kids to do their dreams and mom has to be put on the back burner sometimes.  But I am so hungry and humble for direction in my faith walk that I know coming to this conference will help me to spread what I learn with many other women. I have a story to tell and I know God wants me to get it out. I am a miracle to even be alive and to have a successful marriage and family at that! I know it’s all in God’s timing for when He wants me to speak and the doors of opportunity are opening up even as I type. Thank you for considering me for this scholarship. If I don’t get it, I know God will bless the one who does receive it. And may she walk out her purpose and calling to be the woman of God she is called to be!

    Serving HIM,
    Robin Shockley
    Greenville SC
    [email protected]
    [email protected]

  42. Tekesha says

    Lysa your testimony and books has been such a blessing and an inspiration in my life and spiritual walk. I was seriously contemplating a divorce and I received an email from a friend and the topic you were speaking on happened to be on marriage, GOD was truly speaking to me. Since that day which was less than a month ago I purchased What Happens When Women say Yes to GOD, read it and it truly ministered to my soul, Next I purchased Being more than a good bible study girl–Truly Awesome!! My husband bought me What Happens When Women Walk in Faith on yesterday, I am loving it already. I am called to ministry and I know this conference is for me. My grandmother always tell me that I should have been a counselor she also prophesied to me saying GOD was going to use me for his Glory and to minister to other young woman. I know that GOD has a calling on my life and I just want to do his will only. I came into contact with Proverbs 31 ministry by divine order and I know that through your ministry GOD is going to help me to help others. Be Blessed!! Love Ya!! Oh I also purchased a NIV study BIBLe I have a Bible but this one teaches the word more understandable.

  43. Angel77 says

    Winning a scholarship for She Speaks would be a confirmation from God that writing and speaking is the ministry that God has for me. I love the work that P31 does and since I have began following it and the ladies involved I have had a heart and a dream to become a part of this ministry or one like it.

    I’ve been searching for the ministry that God has for my life and I feel that being at home is a big part of that but I also feel that it is not the only thing God has in store. I cannot wait to see if She Speaks is a part of His divine plan for my page in His history.

    I’ve entered every contest that has come available and this would be an exciting way to top it off – to win by chance – His chance!

    Thank you for every opprotunity that you have shared. Thank you for your time and hours of pouring over articles and blogs and now comments!
    You ladies are awesome and you are awesome because of Him!

  44. Anonymous says

    I have longed to attend the She Speaks Conference for the past 2 years but have not been able to due to lack of funding and/or ability to take time off from my job. However, I feel this is the year the Lord has said “yes” and that He will provide for me to attend. I am a pastor’s wife and would like to hone my speaking skills. I also lead the women’s ministry here (and teach Sunday School, lead worship with the Praise Team, teach VBS crafts, etc.) and I am sure any encouragement you can give me would be a help to our ministry here. Thank you for the opportunity.

    Michele Zampogna
    [email protected]

  45. Kandee says

    I heard the Holy Spirit speak to my heart to attend She Speaks while attending a Ladies Retreat where Lysa spoke. I am trying to follow His leading, but because I left my job to finish school to enter ministry as I knew God was calling me to, there are no funds available in our budget. I have started to try and raise the money for a scholarship and the Lord has provided the money for my plane ticket (which i booked). I know that I know that I know God will provide a way for me to be there, I wonder if this scholarship give-a-way is it. We’ll have to wait and see. My prayer is that, and I know it will happen, who ever God has in mind to win this will! Praise God for providing for us all in His way in His time!!

  46. HisDesign says

    Wouldn’t that be AMAZING? I wanted to attend this conference for some time and have had others encourage me to do so. I actually thought hard about it this year but with a sudden change in finances, that was NOT going to happen.
    I have helped put together women’s ministry leadership workshops. My passion is for identifying/encouraging/equipping our women leaders. I want to grow my speaking skills, giving confidence to present these workshops with excellence. Writing the material comes easier than speaking it. My goal for attending this conference would be to optimize what God would have me speak so women will hear, learn and receive God’s design, His purpose and plan for each of them1 Thanks for what you do. God’s blessings!

  47. Anette says

    Got up early today, woken up by the sounds of my friend’s young boys squeals of excitement of a new day at…6:30am. I should take cue’s from them! I have never been to the P31 website until today, directed here by the “Cantcookalick” blog.

    In 2004 I was living in New York and working as a Sign Language Interpreter at a University. Kingdom Bound was coming to town (a Christian Music Festival) and I had the privilege of interpreting various events, concerts and speakers.

    One afternoon I was scheduled to interpret for someone at the main concert stage. It was mid-afternoon and as I stood on my interpreter platform, I looked over at the stage and had an incredible urge to be ON it. I didn’t even know what I would say! I just stood staring with this desire stirring in my to BE a speaker on that stage.

    Later that day I prayed about that desire and told the Lord that if this was His desire for me one day, then to lead me through the steps to get there. Perhaps this conference is one of the steps. Much has happened and IS happening since that time…my journey continues, as does my healing. All of which I have felt called to speak and write about. I’ve just never know HOW He would take me to that place. We’ll see what He does next! Oh, and no…I was laid off from my job in March so if I don’t win, I will continue to pray for a way to get to the conference!


  48. Heather {Desperately Seeking} says

    I’ve felt called to attend shespeaks for a few years, both in the writing and speaking capacity. As a unpaid servant for our youth group, I lead the Sunday night services in which I’m responsible for sharing the gospel wtih our future! Speaking, teaching, writing… all gifts, and I would love the opportunity to be able to better craft these gifts so that I can do the best job possible for the Lord… because I do want to hear Him say.. “Well done.”

    Thank you for the opportunity.
    [email protected]

  49. Anonymous says

    Winning the She Speaks Conference Scholarship would mean that the Lord is bringing me one step closer to the desire of my heart – to Speak to the many about what He has done for me and what He can do for all who call upon His name.
    This conference would equip me with the skills I need to go forth into His great creation.
    Thank you for this opportunity.

    Colleen M. Geyer
    [email protected]

  50. RefreshMom says

    Thanks for sharing your story Amy!

    Attending She Speaks has been in my heart since my youngest (now 4) was a baby. As a ministry family on the other side of the country, actually getting there has always been out of reach. Even moreso this year as we have no regular source of income (aside from God’s gracious and unexpected provision).

    I’ve been hearing whispers about speaking and want to confirm if it’s His voice. I’ve always been a reluctant speaker (it’s not the delivery that I have trouble with, but the responsibility). I don’t know whether this is to be my year for She Speaks or not, but I do know that if it is, it would take a miracle of this sort to make it possible.

    I sometimes feel like Gideon putting out my fleece, “If I get a scholarship, I’ll take it as confirmation that I’m meant to go.” God has done this in the past when I followed His call to writing. Now the question is whether it’s time to be more intentional about speaking the messages He’s given me.

    I’m so glad to know we have a sovereign God who paves the way down these paths that often seem like a dream that He intends to turn into reality. Maybe this year…

    Thank you for this opportunity. Blessings on all who enter and seek His plan for their ministry.

    Mary Hampton

  51. Anonymous says

    For 9 1/2 years I have walked the road of breast cancer treatment. I have had the disease five times during this time, but my story is not about cancer. It is about God’s amazing grace, love, provision, strength, comfort, peace,and joy in the midst of the battle. I love sharing all He is and all He has done for my family during this journey. I believe God wants me to speak and write about my story to encourage others with the hope He offers in every situation. I passionately desire to attend She Speaks with my 15-year-old daughter, but we cannot afford it. If it is God’s desire for us to attend, He will make a way. He always does. I thank God for Proverbs 31 Ministries and the opportunity to apply for this scholarship!

    SJ Johnson
    [email protected]

  52. The Perry Family says

    I can honestly say that I’ve been in the Refiner’s fire for the last few months. But God does nothing without purpose. I would love to learn more about sharing what God is teaching me and feel called to attend this conference. I signed up for the conference’s blog to find out when registration began, but haven’t been able to register, so this scholarship would make that possible. If it’s His will, I KNOW I’ll be there!
    Christy Perry
    [email protected]

  53. Grace Full says

    I have only just learned of the She Speaks Conference and could not think of anything more perfectly suited for me. I accepted Christ in October and what he has done for me, and through me are quite simply too many to mention.

    I would love to be a part of this conference but there is one little snag… In accepting Christ, I have owned up to all of my past transgressions and one of those has led to my being sentenced to jail. I will be turning myself in on June 10th in California (I live in Michigan) and I am to serve a 6 month term in the Santa Barbara County Jail. BUT… I was told that I am eligible to apply for electronic monitoring that can be served in Michigan and then I can be granted permission to come to your conference.

    I am a 41yr old suburban mom, housewife, and making amazing strides with Christ by my side. I am also getting baptized at my church on May 12th and could not be happier at the changes.

    I have several degrees and as a ten year breast cancer survivor… have been a motivational speaker for breast cancer and know I can answer His calling for me to speak to a group of women to show what is possible when Christ is in the picture.

    For more of my story….please visit my blog with just one entry (with more to come).

    I would be very honored to win and participate in this conference and if not chosen to win this year…. I will definitely be there next year. Look for me. =)


  54. Laura P. says

    I’m so excited there is another opportunity for a scholarship! I’ve been wanting to attend a She Speaks conference for the last two years. Winning the She Speaks scholarship would be an amazing blessing to me and would allow me to finally get the direction I need to get to the next level in my speaking goals, as well as be a clear indicator to me that this is where God wants me at this point in my life. Thank you so much for the opportunity.

  55. A Child of God says

    I am very excited to see another opportunity has been presented to give one blessed lady the chance to attend She Speaks. I was a little let down when I realized I missed the last opportunity to participate for a chance to win a scholarship to the conference. I am grateful for this opportunity.

    I know I have been called to be a mouthpiece for the kingdom of God. Speaking before an audience, big or small, is not an easy thing to do for most people. As for me, I belong to that group of “most people” I just mentioned. I truly believe She Speaks will arm me with the skills necessary to perfect my speaking ability so that I may go forth with my calling with confidence.

    I keep telling myself I am going to attend She Speaks, maybe this year it will become a reality for me.

    Thank you.

    Misty A Brown
    [email protected]

  56. Gerri says

    Not too long ago, I was sitting quietly with God, praying. I asked him for discernment and guidance as I entered a new phase of life, becoming a mom who works outside the home. I was also praying about the desire to write and speak that He placed inside of me, wondering what He wanted me to do with that. He led me to Habakkuk 2:2-3 And the LORD answered me, and said, “Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.” (NKJV) Although I have felt a calling to write for a number of years, in the past year, God’s given me a couple of opportunities to “dip my toe” into the speaking world both by leading women through Bible Study and by speaking to them at women’s ministry events. Out of obedience, I did what I was asked to do. As hard as it is to believe that God wants to use me as a vessel to encourage and exhort others (those are my spiritual gifts, along with service), I’ve finally started to embrace it. I’m working to develop the discipline that writing requires, started a blog, and am using every opportunity I have to speak God’s truth into the lives of women, my children, and my husband. God is so good! If he wants me at She Speaks, He’ll find a way to make it happen! Though it tarry, I continue to wait for it! My God never disappoints!!!

    [email protected]

  57. Jenn says

    For as long as I can remember I have felt called to speak for the Lord. The Lord has taught me so much this His love letter in His word and I just can’t keep it in. I love speaking to woman and seeing the Holy Spirit move in their hearts. I have been blessed to teach womens conferences all over south asia and in some places in America and find it a true joy. Attending She speaks would be such a dream to recieve training in this calling and I cannot attend without either a scholarship or God’s people giving. What an awesome ministry!
    Jenn Hand
    [email protected]

  58. Janet Morris Grimes says

    I have been a “closet writer,” so to speak, for the past twenty years. It was this past June, after facing unemployment for the first time since I was 15-years-old, that I attended my first ACW Conference. Though I still consider myself a beginning writer, I am making quick progress and currently write for five monthly online publications.(for free, of course) I also will have my first write-for-hire book published later this year for Atlantic Publishing. So, I am pleased with my progress with writing so far.

    But it is time to go deeper. Think bigger. Take more chances. To get out of the boat and test the waters and see if Jesus will help me walk on them.

    My goal is to share the true stories that can change lives. I long to be able to do this through face to face contact as well as through the written word. I consider this a weakness of mine, and would appreciate the opportunity to attend She Speaks so that I may strengthen my ministry. Though I have taught junior high girls classes at church for years, I am in no way polished or professional enough to do so in large groups without my voice quivering or fidgeting at the podium.

    The testimonials that come from this conference prove that God is very much a part of the process, inspiring those who participate to go further than they ever dreamed possible.

    Thank you for your consideration.

  59. Sabrina says

    I saw the information for this conference for the first time last year, I was pregnant at the time and my husband was home, knowing he would be deploying soon and I would have 2 children to find care for rather than one I really wished I could go then but there was no way we could afford it and nothing happened to make it possible. At the time I thought “maybe next year” but knowing I would have two children and a deployed husband I kind of pushed it from my mind and forgot about it until I started seeing blog posts about it this year. I didn’t really let myself get excited about it because I now have two children and a husband in Afghanistan so not only can we not afford it I would have to arrange for childcare (and it would be the first time I left my baby). Then I saw this contest. WOW, I actually teared up at the idea that it might be possible. If I’m supposed to go to this conference I KNOW God will provide the way, the money, the childcare etc. Perhaps this is how He will provide the money I don’t know. But I do know that if I win He will also provide arrangements for the children.
    What does it mean? What is my passion? Well, I’ve always LOVED both writing and speaking And I think I’m good at both honestly. I have done speaking/training in my job (secular) before and LOVE being in front of a room full of people. I currently need motivation and direction to get going in this area. I need practical tools to make my writing/speaking organized and meaningful. I love sharing information, I get all fuzzy inside when people ask me a question about anything that I have an answer for (seriously I get excited about diapers lol). I currently don’t have the confidence to write/speak about my faith, I’m afraid of being wrong and then telling everyone else something wrong. I know this is something I can and should get past I just need help! I would love to have the confidence to lead a group of women in Bible study or speak at an event! Thank you for this opportunity!
    sobyn at hotmail dot com

  60. Noel says

    What would it mean to me to attend the She Speaks Conference? The sustaining of new life stirring. The continuation of a mysterious story God has been weaving in dark places. God used a brilliant study on the creative process to clarify my gifts and callings. Doubt has since crept in, telling me that the dreams he stirred in me were just lofty dandelion fluff. “He’s not THAT good. My gifts aren’t THAT valuable.”

    If anyone believes in us to the death, it is our mothers. Today mine was fighting tenaciously for me while I dusted her with my doubts and unbelief like the heavy pollen raining down outside my window. Mom mused, “I held you on my lap in church when you were three, and I sensed that God had a special call on your life. My mother’s heart ached as I thought of the suffering it might involve and how it would take you far away.” I listened half-heartedly, pulling up the She Reads blog as I got ready to hang up the phone. Two powerful words arose from the screen. She Speaks. Tears ran at the sound of “my name”. Jesus made me to speak, to read, to write! Mystery still surrounds my story, but I need to tend it with my words, so that when it is full, I will be equipped to share it!

    [email protected]

  61. Michelle Sherlin says

    I have been praying for an opportunity to attend a She Speaks conference! I would cherish the blessing of beinga ble to attend. It would be a timely affirmation for me!!
    I’ve been writing for almost exactly a year now on my blog and speaking a bit here and there. I truly feel God’s calling to uplift and minister to women.
    It has been a very difficult year for me and my family and I feel like the Lord has much to share through my adversity. I would be so grateful for the gift of a scholarship to attend.
    Blessings! Michelle

  62. Jane from SC says

    I want to attend the She Speaks conference so badly. This year I made my decision to listen to God and stop furthering my education to teach nursing so I could further my education by reading God’s Word and teaching it. What a ride it has been! I know He has great things in store for me and I feel that this conference will get me on my way to reach this journey He wants for me. Please consider me for this scholarship. My husband is not getting enough work even to pay the power bill let alone for me to come to the conference. I know God will provide and am praying that you will choose me for this wonderful opportunity. I had not heard of She Speaks conference until this year and when I felt God has called me to teach His Word to women again (which I did not 14 years and then stopped for 5 years)I felt like this was confirmation to get me on my journey that God has called me on with Him. Reading all these comments on all the blogs – wouldn’t it be wonderful if all of us could go and meet each other and with all of us being trained and starting to lead and teach women throughout the United States – there would be GREAT REVIVAL among women!! Wouldn’t that be awesome! I am so excited to be a part of all of this whether I am chosen or not to know that I am part of God’s chosen women is a great honor!

  63. J-Girl says

    What a responsibility! What I first embraced as a passion to speak and write for my loving God, I now hold so very dear to my heart and I want to walk both faithfully and carefully down this path that God has made for me. I know God has called me to speak and write for Him and I taking each little baby step that I can with Him and embracing with this journey every open and closed door—trusting that God knows best and is leading the way.
    I have researched ways to sharpen and better equip myself and I have not found anything like “She Speaks.” I have been praying about attending the last couple of years and honestly, the funds are tight and I have not been able to fork the bill on top of the airfare. If I am chosen for this scholarship, I will know that God desires to use the women at the conference to inspire and equip me to serve for His kingdom. To God be the glory, amen.
    Julie Lane

  64. Anonymous says

    I am resigning my teaching job to enter into the field of Women’s Ministry at our church. Bascially, I am designing the program from the ground up and need help a lot of help. Without a teaching salary I will need financial assistant (my husband and I have had three girls in college at the same time – our twins are graduating this year so money has been tight). I am desiring to train other women to be leaders as well as lead them myself through workshops that equip them, events that encourage them, and skills that will help them be better evangelists. Blessings on all that you do for the Proverbs 31 Ministry.
    Sara Quick [email protected]

  65. Monica Watkins says

    As I type this comment, I’m full of pain and sadness. It appears the Lord is testing me or training me in the areas of loss and long suffering. Testing or training…. Right now I don’t know that one is any better than the other.

    I know what the words of Galatians 6:9 read, and I also know, without a doubt, that I’m so close to fainting.

    I’m the last person who would ever voluntarily want to speak, but I felt the call to speak to women many years ago. My story, my path toward speaking has been much like yours, Renee. I wrote my first Bible study and led a small group of women through it back in 2008/2009. Looking back, I’ve never been happier than I was during the time I did this.

    Just days ago I sat with a friend who was preparing to bury her father. She was a member of that small group in 08. She told me I have no idea how much she talks about and references our nine months together. Listening to her speak of how God used me (a flawed leader and wannabe speaker) and the lessons I penned out of the depths of my own life to impact her life even during this time of loss and pain somehow refueled my desire to speak, teach, and lead women. Somehow…in the midst of my own pain the ministry of my heart took on a face. It became real.

    I’ve entered a previous scholarship contest for this conference. When I didn’t make the winners circle I chalked it up as another loss and God moving me away from my quest for validation. I’ve wanted to attend the conference for at least the past 6 or 7 years. At the end of the day, I believe I’m just thirsty to be around other women who share my passion for pouring into the lives of our sisters. I saw the announcement for the scholarship for writers, and although writing is a large part of my calling, today out of the abundance of my heart my mouth wants to speak.

    I realize the winner will be randomly chosen, but I know God already knows the outcome. Maybe it truly isn’t for me to attend this year, but I won’t stop until the conference doors open and I do or do not walk through. Then and only then will I know God’s perfect will. In the meantime, I’ll continue striving to speak.

  66. redheadkate says

    After the Encouragement Extreme event in January, I decided to write down some of my dreams. Things I desperately longed for, but was so afraid to ask God for…because I thought He would say no. Once I wrote them down, I prayed and gave the list to Him. Being a speaker was on the list.

    I had planned to go to She Speaks this year for the 1st time, but circumstances changed that for me. I had to change my plans because of finances. So if I win a scholarship, I will be thrilled. But if I don’t, it’s ok too. Because after I gave my dreams to God, I made another list. It was of the talents and abilities He had already given me. Things that I need to be using now. So that is what I am focusing on now.

    Whether I become a speaker one day or not, I will continue to be the person He made me to be.

  67. ~*~KIMBERLY~*~ says

    I am feeling the tug of God on my heart to go into a speaking ministry. I am like Moses was when God told him to go speak to the people and Moses didn’t feel he was worthy or able to do so. God is not letting me use that excuse. I feel convicted to do to this.

    I believe my life experiences could reach many hurting women.

  68. Bel says

    My mom said that when I was born with a heart murmur, I turned blue in her arms, and she thought she’d almost lost me. She told me on my birthday when I was a teen, and this reminded me that from then on out with every extra breath I’m given, I should praise the Lord (Psalm 150:1)

    “Breath” to me has translated into playing field hockey in college with all my heart for God’s glory despite having asthma…and short legs, leading Children’s worship with all my energy, despite not being able to sing a complete octave, and sharing with my voice the goodness of God to friends and family, and whomever I meet.

    Winning a She Speaks scholarship giveaway would be like winning big on OPRAH. I didn’t pray that I could go to She Speaks but I do pray that God will use me. Going to She Speaks will allow me to speak with a more effective “breath”. I feel like God has gifted me not only with the ability to write through story telling and experience, but that he has also given me a passion and courage to share how He works in my life. I’m now 26 and thankful for the many breaths I get each and every day. I want to speak!!

    I remember hearing Lysa TerKeurst at a conference wishing that someday I can also use my words to help people passion for Him.


    [email protected]

  69. The Majchers says

    never thought speaking was for me, just the thought of it filled me with fear. A couple of years ago, a friend challenged me to not say no to anything out of fear. Several weeks later I was asked to speak to a group of seminary students. I can’t even tell you how I felt when I finished! Only God could turn my fear into the kind of excitement I felt. Later I had to opportunity to speak at a women’s retreat and conference in Nigeria. Since then I have been asking God to open doors and for me. I read about the “She Speaks” conference and told my husband that someday I would like to attend, maybe this is my “someday”.

    April 21, 2010 4:22 PM

  70. Jody says

    My name is Jody. I am married to Mike and we have four children. With his permission, I am posting this as entry for the second scholarship to She Speaks.

    Mike’s addiction to pornography was exposed in April 2009 and divorce was imminent. We have gone from separated and angry to connected and intimate – due to recovery and support groups, individual spiritual renewals and intense emotional-based counseling.

    My husband has been sober for over a year now and has completed Dr. Doug Weiss’s Christian-based 12-steps for sex addicts. He continues to attend his Freedom group and has accountability every day. I have worked through the 12-steps for partners and have attended my support group through this past year as well.

    Through this last year of recovery and establishing sobriety, my husband and I have felt God’s call to begin preparing to share our testimony of a restored and healthy marriage through speaking and writing. There is so much we want to share with others!

    What is emotional anorexia? How does sexual addiction affect your marriage and the spouse who is addicted as well as the spouse finding out about the addiction? What steps can you take to create proper boundaries? The list could go on and on…

    I absolutely know that God has healed our marriage for the purpose of sharing the possibility of healing to those who are hurting and stuck in a relationship where fantasies and airbrushed pictures remain supreme. It is possible to confront this addiction and create a more intimate marriage than you could ever imagine!

    I have a hard time finding the adjective I’d like to use to describe the thought of standing in front of a crowd and sharing our testimonies. This experience would be very hard and frightening. I believe Father wants me to attend She Speaks and gain encouragement as well as speaking and writing tips to better enable me as these opportunities arise in the future.

    With four children to clothe and feed and a middle class income, the cost of the conference seems out of reach for me. I would appreciate your consideration for a scholarship. Thank you for considering my request.

  71. Emily Roten says

    My heart for speaking to women started at the age of 19 when I began teaching a 7th and 8th grade girls Sunday school class. Over the next 10 years God allowed me to share my heart, and desire for women to find their complete satisfaction and fulfillment in Christ alone, and challenge them to get into the word DAILY!! My ministry took a very interesting turn in 2005 when I got married and revisited an issue in my life that I had known about since I was 13. I found out as a teen that I could never have children (details a little long so just leaving it at that). Since that day I had always planned on adopting my children and my AMAZING husband was very much on board. After our first year of marriage feeling of inadequacy krept in and I began to struggle with “why” God worked through His word and my sweet husband and in 2008 we adopted out PRECIOUS daughter Celeste, and in 2009 another daughter Olivia. We are a multi-racial family or daughters being african american and us being about as white as they come. The struggles of infertility, the joys and heartache of adoption and the hilarious, and thought provoking moments that being a multi-racial family brings I HAVE GOT TO SHARE! Speaking scares me because I don’t want it to be about me but the message God has given me (which HE is still revealing to me). THAT my dear P31 LADIES is why I would be THRILLED and delighted to attend “She Speaks” My husband is an associate pastor at a local church and talked starting an adoption ministry (at some point in the future) where we share with anyone who will listen what God has done and how he has changed OUR lives through adoption and to encourage others to support adoption in general any way they can. I feel attending She Speaks will begin the path to me refining what God would have me say and how to say it.
    WOW – can you tell I”m excited! Going for the longest comment known to man or woman 😉 Praise God for what He is doing through P31!
    Emily R
    [email protected]

  72. [email protected] says

    I would love the chance to attend this wonderful conference. I do not have the funds to attend any other way but know that if God wants me to be there He will provide a way. I am stepping out in faith that if He wants me to attend I will win a scholarship. I appreciate all of you sharing your stories and encouraging all the women out there who feel God’s calling on their lives.

  73. Melanie says

    I have been a single mom for almost 3 years. The night I discoverd my husband’s extra marital activities was a turning point for me wherein I finally saw Jesus as my only true security. I had always looked to my dad (who had passed away 6 months prior) or my husband. The relationship I have now with Christ is exceedingly and abundantly beyond anything I could have possibly imagined I could ever have. God has very recently called me to become a Personal Guidance Minister for Scope Ministries and I begin training for this in May. I am so excited about sharing my experiences and the love of Christ with other single mothers that I cannot right now keep up with my fingers as I type! I think that I am much more comfortable with speaking than I am with writing and I have never been to a “She Speaks” conference! This would be an amazing experience for me, especially right now during the dawning of my calling! Thanks for providing the possibility of being blessed with a scholarship to this event! I don’t think I will be able to attend without such a blessing this year, but maybe someday soon!

    Melanie Broadway
    [email protected]

  74. Anonymous says

    God knows my fearful heart……… in faith I’m steppin out. I will do it afraid.

    Thank you for the opportunity to win the scolarship. It would be an answer to my prayer.

    [email protected]

  75. Gretchen Flores says

    The Lord has often spoken to me about a life of public speaking. I have stage fright so I told him I thought he must have the wrong person. I need a chance to learn so that I can be able to obey my Lord and get over my jitters. We are trying hard to get out of debt so I cannot spend the money right now.

    I want to speak on healing along with the healing God has done in me. He said to me “I have delivered you for a purpose.” Gretchen Flores

  76. Tamera says

    How can they hear the message if we do not speak? My heart burns to share His word with other women. I want to help generate thirst and hunger…I want my words to have value because they are spoken about and for Him. I want the women of my generation and those after me to become the new Deborahs, Lydias, Tabithas and Priscillas. My gifting and my passion is to teach. If one spark can be ignited, then the flame can be fanned, and a fire will begin. I want to fan the flames.
    [email protected]

  77. Stephanie Shott says

    Cec Murphey’s generosity is truly inspiring! Almost every time I see the opportunity for scholarships to “She Speaks” and to other conferences, they come attached with Cec’s name as the benefactor. So thank you, Cec and thank you Proverbs 31 women for offering yet another opportunity for a chance to go to this wonderful conference.

    As a speaker of over 20 years and a newbie to the world of writing and publishing, I find that the simplest way to express why I want to attend “She Speaks” is because I feel as though I’m supposed to be there and I know that unless the Lord provides financially for me to go, it’s just not in our financial cards this year.

    Not only do I sense that I’m supposed to be there, but also that I “need” to be there, as well. I can’t explain it. But I’m truly looking forward to how the Lord will use my time at “She Speaks” to change me, to develop me, and to give me the opportunity to do one of my favorite things…spend time with like-minded women who long to make a difference for the glory of God.

    Thanks again for this opportunity!

    Eternally His,
    Stephanie Shott
    Phil 3:7-14
    [email protected]

  78. Charmaine says

    For many years, I have been silenced to my past haunting me. I have been through so much and yet, I live.I survived life’s trials & tribulations.I have a testimony to share. I think it is time for my story to be told for others to be strengthen by. I have never been to a She Speaks before. But, I will be She Speaks for you. It will be hard to talk about, but I know my story needs to be told.

    [email protected]

  79. KELLY WILLIE says

    When I first got the desire to speak publically, I read the book “The Reason We Speak” by Marybeth Walen. I have read it cover to cover and it is an excellent book! The entire time I was reading it I knew God was preparing me for a much larger journey in my life. Larger than anything I had done. God spoke to me to become a speaker and minister to women to serve the needs of the brokenhearted and to help others find the intimate relationship with God that I have found. Since that time I have a God-Given purpose in my life and a clear goal at which to aim.

    I have never attended “She Speaks” nor have I ever had the funds to attend. My husband has been without a steady income since last May, so this will not be the year with a scholarship.

    If I win, it would be life-changing and I know the knowledge I would gain would give me the wisdom and the faithful instruction to pursue this heart felt endeavor I so desire. If I don’t I’ll keep on blogging at “My Faithful Living” and will continue to minister the word of God. I want to be a spiritual leader but I am also a spiritual learner. He is in charge! I can only be a tool to accomplish His purpose for us here on earth.

  80. Tara says

    I have wanted to attend a She Speaks conf. for two years, but haven’t been able to do so. I have felt a calling to speak to women and ten girls for nearly two years. I have been a youth leader and got to teach many that way. I am now in a new phase of life and feel an even stronger calling to reach out to women and teen girls and just have not been able to figure out how. Getting this would be an answer to prayer of how I am to start and continue in God’s will.
    Thank you,
    Tara DeMaris
    [email protected]

  81. Nadia says

    For years, God has nudged me to attend She Speaks. For many reasons, I have been unable to go. As my speaking opportunities have grown and my ministry increased, I know that this year, I need to be there.

    I have been speaking for 6 years and am grateful to do something I feel so passionately about. It is a blessing to be able to encourage women to live their lives intentionally. Over the years, I have worked to expand this ministry but am now at the point where I need additional help. The sectionals offered at She Speaks teach the very things I need to learn to do. In addition to this, I have begun to write and am interested in learning more about publishing so that I can find new ways to encourage and empower women. Every part of this conference speaks exactly to where I am right now in my work for the Kingdom!

    This scholarship means so much to me and to our family. Finding a way to afford the conference has been difficult for us. I know, however, that God will not be contained by the constraints of our economy. He is so much bigger than that! I trust Him fully to help me find a way to attend She Speaks this summer and am so grateful for yet another opportunity for a scholarship.

    Thank you so much!

  82. AmyDunham says

    I am a “new” Christian and just came onboard with the Lord in the fall of 2009. I have a wonderful infertility story that was totally left in God’s hands and he worked miracles in my life… but I still struggled with coming to Him. I love to share my story and hear everyone’s story. I have been told that I am so funny and yet so sincere in my testimony that it makes other “long-time” Christians feel that same “newness” all over again. I LOVE THAT! I recently listened to Lysa TerKeurst messages through some Hearts At Home CDs my friend loaned me. I just love her and her style and her funny stories… “WHITE SHOES” I do feel called to be in front of people, sharing, being funny and bringing out the laughter in their hearts and helping them to feel “new” with God again. Let me know if you want to hear more of my story.

    Amy Dunham
    [email protected]

  83. Shelly says

    I have had a part time ladies’ ministry for about 7 years. However, about 21 months ago, right when it SEEMED the Lord was leading me into a more full-time speaking ministry it virtually became non-existent. Not through any wrong doing of my own, but through some pretty tough circumstances that instead, had me sitting at His feet and simply being still as He worked on transforming me in ways I could never have imagined (which He is continuing to do). Not to say that every day was spent “being still” because I had many days of doubt, questions and wrestling matches. The reality is, God WAS leading me into more of a full-time capacity, except it was God’s plan to first take me through the fire … “But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold!” [exclamation point mine] Job 23:10.

    God already knows which precious ladies will be the recipients of the She Speaks scholarship. I’m simply excited for the opportunity to throw my name into the hat and will be thrilled for whomever is selected.

    Shelly Brown
    [email protected]

  84. Bethany from Confessions of an Organized Homeschool Mom says

    Yay! Another contest! I’m going to be like the friend in Luke 11:5-13; y’all are going to get so sick of my entering all the She Speaks scholarship contests that you’ll eventually award me one! I’m really believing that I need to keep asking for this opportunity because I know I need to be there this year and this is the only way I can manage it (I even live right in Concord, but have never been able to attend).

    I’m an accidental speaker. I never set out to speak publicly, although I’m not afraid to be in front of a crowd. I started writing a few years ago (also kind of by accident), and then people started asking me to speak on those same topics. Knees quaking and voice shaking, I have spoken a few times. I have a few more speaking engagements lined up, but I need so much help and direction to move from being an adequate speaker to being an excellent speaker.

    Thank you, thank you!

    Bethany LeBedz at gmail dot com

  85. Anonymous says

    I have been involved for many years in my local church teaching Sunday School and Girls Club. I have to say that Girls Club ministry is very special to me. About two years ago I began to feel a need for teaching on a deeper level to teenagers and new converts about really connecting with God and developing a personal relationship with Him. I am passionate about teaching Girls Club and working with teenage girls especially because I remember well my teenage years. I remember the life I led and the way I acted, the things I did, and most of all the mistakes that I made. I also remember that, even though I had Christian friends, I never felt compelled to change my ways. I never saw Christians that made me want a relationship with Jesus. I have a passion to see teenagers (and that includes my own three kids, who are not quite at their teenage years yet, but it’s not too young to begin) develop a personal relationship with God. I want to see them realize the potential and plan that He has in their lives. I wish that I had realized and developed my own personal relationship with God much earlier. I began working with some outreach ministry two years ago as well. My husband felt a call to begin driving our church van and he started picking up kids around the area of our church. I enjoyed getting to know the kids and working with them, they were special to me. The first “big” project was an Angel Tree in my local church. It was during this time that I first went out into people’s homes and met them. It really increased my desire to see mom’s and dad’s begin to come to church and get saved. God really changed my heart and how I felt about others, and how I felt about myself and what He had blessed me with, when I went into other people’s homes and saw how they lived and the situations and problems they dealt with on a daily basis. It is a humbling experience to see living conditions, trials, and problems that people and children are faced with on a day to day basis. I feel that new convert teaching is important, because so many times people get saved, but don’t know what to do next. Or, they would like to get saved, but have not been raised in church or even hardly attended church and they just need help in understanding God and His Word. I feel a special desire and need to teach new converts and teenagers about developing their relationship with God. In developing “daily walk” habits of reading their Bible, praying, studying, and living their Christian life. I would like to teach Bible studies. I don’t know where to start. You would think a person that is involved in teaching in Sunday School, teaching Girls Club, and in working with young people would know where to start, but I don’t. I have been praying, reading, studying, writing, journaling… doing all the things I feel necessary to move forward, but my feet seem stuck. The women of Proverbs 31 are an amazing and inspiring group, and I feel that attending the She Speaks conference would answer questions I have about moving forward and following this calling I feel in my life.

    Rebekah Lilly
    [email protected]

  86. Wander says

    Your words could all be mine! I feel all of those crazy things too.
    For years, my friends and family have encouraged me to step out and GET BUSY with my speaking ministry!
    I’m only getting older….and everyday that I ignore it the more I feel underqualified!

    My heart will not let go of that desire to speak! I’ve tried to ditch it!
    God has a plan….and I’m more than ready to go wherever He sends!

  87. Maria Lomeli says

    I have heard of “She Speaks” conference only from Proverbs 31 ministries.
    I looked up the information on the web and became very interested very quickly.

    When I was a young woman (teenage years) I had a woman minister speak into my life and tell me that I was someday going to tell the world my story, being young and naïve and I had a “Whatever “ attitude and went about my business.
    Here it is 15 years later and I remember that day like it was yesterday, because through all the pain and suffering in my life I have recently (2 years) have finally decided to do it God’s way. God has put a book in my heart to write entitled “I’m Nobody’s Secret” It is the story of my life and how God has stamped those very words on my heart and through lots of prayer and counseling I am realizing how valuable my life is to Him.

    I have looked at different resources to help me in accomplishing this God dream and because of limited money on my part I know that anywhere I go will only be by His command. Thank you for the opportunity to share. Maria Olvera – Lomeli

  88. cindie says

    I would love to be able to attend She Speaks, but financially it has been a difficlut season. I pray God will bless the woman who is supposed to win this scholarship, but that He will enable all of us to continue to tell our stories.

    I believe that we all have a story to tell. Our stories are all different, but I believe that God is truly the author of them all. My greatest desire is to use my story to show His glory in my life.
    I want to enable others to see the Hope that they can have as they trust Jesus on the journey.

  89. Anonymous says

    God moves in mysterious ways. I thought my season of “public speaking” had passed. I instead have been focusing on writing, while raising my three lovely daughters. I was completely comfortable with this shift. Several years ago a friend encouraged me to attend a She Speaks conference but the cost was prohibitive. So I put it all in a “past season” category and left it at that. This morning when I read that another scholarship would be offered I felt compelled to read about the details. All while reading I was thinking “this will be so nice for someone else.” Then a small voice said “do it.” Uh-oh was my first thought, it seems God might want to take me out of my comfort zone. Since then God has led me to scriptures of confirmation that I am to enter this contest. For what purposes I do not know, but I do know that when God speaks and you follow amazing things always happen. Thank you for offering this wonderful opportunity and encouragement to so many women, who like me have a God story to share.
    Amy Peterson -average Mom with an AWESOME God!
    [email protected]

  90. Denise says

    I am extremely interested in this opportunity! I have been feeling called to SPEAK! I truly believe that God has been preparing me for a future of speaking! It all started a few years ago. Living in Missouri my whole life, married to the man of my dreams with three of the sweetest lil beauties. I was feeling called to something more. Since then God has brought be across the country to Oregon. Leaving my home was exciting but a bit lonely without all my family close as I was used to. This journey, however, has filled me with peace, joy, strength and a purpose! When there was no one else to depend on THERE WAS GOD! This move to Oregon was more that a move… was a journey to find the closeness with God I was searching for (I didn’t even realize that is what I was searching for). I am so thankful for all the growth thus far and I hunger for MORE MORE MORE! Since moving here, all I want to do is SPEAK SPEAK SPEAK – in every way I can – to ALL the people I can – The precious love of Christ. Our life here isn’t financially stable – I live month to month wondering – will we be able to make rent or not? But still, I have a peace I have never known and I know like I know that He will provide. This would be an amazing opportunity for me to learn more about sharing the gospel with others! Praying for God’s hand in this journey – and may God bless the winner – whoever He has chosen – abundantly! Peace to all!

  91. Kelly Wise says

    To attend a “She Speaks Conference” would be an answer to many years of praying! I could never afford to enroll so to win would be my miracle and I would be so grateful for the opportunity. I have felt “called” to speak from the very first time I shared my testimony in Bible College 28 years ago. Since that time I have been developing my “credentials for sharing” as Barbara Johnson referred to her difficult places in one of her books. In and of myself I have nothing to say but because of Christ and His amazing grace over my life I have been on a spiritual journey that shows forth just how awesome my great God is. I want the world to know that God has brought me through everything I have ever been through. I used to read Ann Kiemel Anderson books and want so badly for the opportunity to share my story also but I have never known how to get started, where to find a platform and so I basically have put my “calling” on a shelf for a lot years and it is time I attend “She Speaks” and get about the business of “speaking”!

  92. Ashley Cloninger says

    On July 20th, 2006, the Lord led me into a wilderness of brokenness I’ve never known before. Everything I held dear, He gently and very quickly stripped away-my calling, my home, my church, my friends, my comfort zone. God brought me to a new arena that was very frightening to me. Being the ultimate Girl Scout, I always prided myself in knowing what was going to happen next. I was serving the Lord but with a prideful resistance. I could have never foretold the pain I learned in this desert wilderness. I was so completely broken and stripped bare of any resemblance of self.
    As God ordained each aspect of how the brokenness came forth, I heard His gentle voice speak, “I am going to use your mouth to encourage women. I am going to publish things through you. Where you are is not where you are going and I am getting ready to accelerate things”. I sure wish I could say I believed Him. In the pain and the countless tears of grieving over the life I thought was mine, I was very angry with the Lord and verged on much disrespect toward our Heavenly Father. I tried to bargain with Him that I would do anything, absolutely anything if he would just give me my old life back. I yearned for the familiar for what I thought I needed and even though my calling was crystal clear, I seemed to be paralyzed by fear. Many questions stirred in my mind…How Lord? How are you going to accomplish this calling?
    Being completely and utterly honest, at that time, I didn’t even like women. In my past, I have been on the receiving end of spitefulness which included haughtiness, jealously, and fakeness to say the least. Why would you call me away from my love of being a Children’sMinister to encourage women? But Praise God, His ways are always higher than my ways.
    These last four years since my calling was revealed, I have experienced God in the most phenomenal ways. I have been an eyewitness to his grace as He is opening door after door to speak, to encourage, and to minister to all women who steal my heart. He alone, spoke Isaiah 61, “you are a planting of the Lord to display my splendor”. And from this verse, my speaking ministry, Unveiling His Splendor, has been launched as I am daily watching God open doors that no man could open. God has supernaturally used many people to bring me to a platform where I can boldly proclaim His truth, His love, and His grace. I no longer expect an ounce of self to bring forth the perfect will of the Lord.
    I eagerly await each new door that presents itself and consider it a privilege and an honor to stand on this platform hand in hand with every woman I encounter. With each new speaking event, He is daily teaching me to lean more on the Holy Spirit and less on myself. In the movie Spiderman, Peter Parker’s uncle states “with great power comes great responsibility.” I feel that way about my speaking ministry. I received power when the Holy Spirit came upon me and God has handpicked me for some unknown reason with this precious calling to love on women.
    I would consider it a special honor, another open door, if the Lord allowed me to attend this years’ conference. Being a military wife to a husband who deploys six months out of every year, I have learned to not only rely on God’s solid word, but to also trust in His timing. I have dreamed of coming to the conference for three years now but to no avail. I know and trust He will perfect those things which concern me and He will keep me in perfect peace as long as I am focused on Him.
    I would humbly accept the scholarship and would be thrilled to attend. I know I would glean much information as I come under the authority of the P31 Ministry Team and as a result, would enhance my skills and strengthen my serve 🙂 Pun intended! May God bless you richly as we serve hand in hand with teaching and equipping all women to walk in love, to stand on His powerful truths, and to fulfill our specific purpose. Much love and many hugs.

    Unveiling His Splendor,
    Ashley Cloninger
    [email protected]
    (H) 843-871-9765
    (C) 704-408-7340

  93. Anonymous says

    God led me to the Proverbs31 site today! I am thrilled to be considered for a scholarship to SheSpeaks, as our finances on my husband’s retirement income are adequate for daily living, but certainly not overflowing. I know God has given me a passion for ministering to women by encouraging them in their personal walks with God. Whether it’s through a platform of leading Bible studies and small groups or stepping out into a broader speaking role remains to be seen, but I know God is preparing me for something more. I can’t wait to see what is in store!

    Rachel Binney
    [email protected]

  94. Misti Gil says

    God has been nudging. He’s got me writing devotional blogs for women; now I’m feeling a nudge towards an eventual teaching ministry. I’m sure this will include speaking at some point. I don’t know when, but I do know it is my responsibility to become ready for the call when it comes. Scary but exciting. I was a high school teacher before I was a stay home mom, but getting up in front of a group of my peers to teach them the Word of God is intimidating. I would like to gain some confidence here, and I believe She Speaks could do that. With my husband in full-time ministry, your scholarship would allow me to attend when I otherwise would not be able. Pick me!!

    Misti Gil
    [email protected]

  95. Laura Mullen says

    My roommate went to She Speaks last year. We were not roommates when she signed up for the conference, but by the time it rolled around I was super jealous I wasn’t going too. She was a little timid at first, but it totally changed her and gave her a boldness I hadn’t seen in her before. So, this whole year, I’ve been wondering how I could find a way to go myself.
    I don’t have the money…like a lot of people these days. I do have a heart for women. I’m developing a love for writing that I don’t understand. I have always been a bit of a performer so I’m comfortable speaking/talking with people, but I have no training in either. I’m not sure where God is directing me, but I know I need some honing in both these areas to get there.
    Lots of potential…needing some direction.

  96. Anonymous says

    She Speaks! I’d LOVE to attend this Conference (and win a scholarship) because, by God’s calling, I’ve been asked to ‘step up my game’ and go from writer, editor, blogger – to speaker.

    Here’s my story. I have been a Christian-genre writer, editor, and publicist for many years. I worked for my wonderful church (Lake Pointe Church, Rockwall, Texas) for six years as editor-in-chief, lead writer, for their magazine. It shared all the good stuff going on within and through our congregation. It was such a blessing to prepare each time! But God called me out – out into the wonderful world of freelance, where my ministry focus could expand to His entire Church, not just the one I attend/worked for. So, I quit my day job. I have been freelancing “on the side” for 12 years and have edited many books written by Christian authors (some listed on my new blog at Then, one week later, my mentor (and a client) Thelma Wells, A Woman of God Ministries, asked me to do the unthinkable: she asked me to join her and others on TV and on a Webcast University that she is preparing (she’s a busy, busy lady for God!). I can’t say no – nor do I want to – but I have no speaking training. Teaching Bible study for 7 years has given me lots of confidence, but I’ve never taped a presentation nor stood in front of a crowd larger than 50. I want to take this next step – to speak – and allow God to use me as He has prepared. And, ladies, I do believe He is preparing me for Kingdom work!
    I know graduates of She Speaks!, namely author Mary DeMuth, and would love the chance to enhance my profile to include SPEAKING for Him! It would be a wonderful adventure and the fulfillment of a tugging that I’ve not been able to ignore.
    Thank you for making this contest available. I’m sure whomever wins will be the RIGHT choice! Blessings to you today in all you do for His kingdom!
    Amy Van Vleck, Rockwall, Texas
    [email protected]
    [email protected]

    FYI – being newly “self-employed” and my husband tentatively unemployed, there’s no way I could afford to attend without assistance. Thanks again for the chance to WIN!

  97. Terrilynn says

    I’m not sure what the specifics are, but I know God is.
    I’m not sure where the destination is, but I know He is.
    All that I’m sure of is that He is moving in me, working in me, preparing me, and beginning to open doors that are beckoning me to enter. It’s due to those recognitions that I am stepping out, beyond my fears and entering this giveaway.

    Lord, if it is in Your will for me to attend She Speaks, I pray for the door to be opened and for the courage to leap through with abundant faith. I pray for each woman entering, that You will clearly manifest Your way and Your will for their lives. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

  98. Connie says

    God has provided a few opportunities over the years allowing me to teach and speak. I always get a thrill from speaking because God provides such peace and guides my words. However, just thinking about the prospect of being on the “front lines” and opening myself up to the criticism and the scrutiny that one bares serving in this capacity, almost paralyzes me with fear. And though I know God equips anyone He desires to use, I still feel insecure about my abilities.

    The She Speaks Conference has always interested me but time and money kept the door closed on this opportunity. This year was no different because I was scheduled to participate in the International Hearts at Home Conference in Europe. The conference had to be cancelled due to the volcanic ash. This in turn, opened up the time needed to attend the She Speaks Conference. And now this contest has presented me with the chance to overcome the financial burden. So I feel as if God is telling me to “get out of the boat.”

    So here I am, following God’s orders, trying to keep my eyes on Him and not the fear that is threatening to overwhelm me. Thank you so much for this opportunity.

  99. His Love Extended--Julie Gorman says

    I’ve never attended a She Speaks Conference and would love to be able to. We haven’t had an income for the past 6 months and so the scholarship would be an amazing blessing. It’s the body of Christ working together that completes us and makes us whole. I know God’s calling me to speak and since “iron sharpens iron” I’d love to have my iron sharpenend at a “She Speaks Conference”.

    Julie Gorman
    [email protected]

  100. Kim Wideman says

    My devotional calendar for today says “You pay God a compliment by asking great things of Him.” ~ Teresa of Avila. “If we ask anything according to his will, he hears us.” 1 John 5:14

    So far, this deeply embedded dream in me to speak/write has been a prayer answered by ‘wait on Me!’ But, God is stirring in me to believe with great FAITH that this scripture in 1 John will be fulfilled. So, with great faith, I am asking to be considered for this scholarship so that maybe, just maybe, this will be the beginning of God’s answer to my prayers changing from ‘wait’ to “Child of Mine…Go For It!!” Thank you so much for this chance to be my beginning…

    Kim Wideman
    [email protected]

  101. pinkdaisyjane says

    I felt called to teach women since a very powerful experience in 1998- a true Holy Spirit encounter. Since then, I’ve had many opportunities, small and large, to teach my sisters and even have had a few small speaking engagements. I want nothing more than to know how to do a better job, so that I can do a better job of getting out of the way and letting God do His thing in me! I feel that She Speaks would do that for me!

    Heatherly Sylvia
    pinkdaisyjane at hotmail dot com

  102. Shelly says

    I know I’m not worthy: I know I’m not good enough: I know I’m nothing special… on my own.


    All things are possible!

    I have been feeling the call to vocational ministry, and I believe that Spe Speaks is my next step!

    Will you consider me for the scholarship?

    My husband is without full-time work (since December ’08), and I know we can’t afford it on our own.

  103. Kim Teamer says

    I truly believe that God has given each one of us a unique testimony to tell. Whether you speak to an audience of one or one-thousand, His message MUST be shared. I am ready to proclaim the message that I have been given. This is my season to move beyond self and to God’s level of beyond beyond!


  104. Anonymous says

    I would love the opportunity to attend She Speaks to give me the extra push that I need to believe that God can and will use me. To walk away from there with motivation, inspiration, and questions answered would be a gift from God!

    Melissa Reynolds
    [email protected]

  105. Sylvia Goode Basham says

    Amy, I remember your email 2 years ago as I was preparing for my first She Speaks conference and you were my eval group leader. I think you realized you were not alone in those doubts as your words pinpointed what all of us newbies were feeling.

    A friend gave me a simple white ornament at Christmas time with black letters with the word “Believe” on it. That is so precious to me as God knew that’s the word I needed (even though my precious friend didn’t know.)

    I keep that ornament hanging right in front of face over my kitchen sink to remind me to Believe-It’s not just for Christmas anymore 🙂